1 3 - D A Y F A I R Y T A L E

WHAT...

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 19:16:44 GMT

...THE EFFING FUCK IS WRONG WITH MKMF?

MONEY MONEY MONEY?

I know we all need money but what the fuck is your problem? Earn money by doing more shows, advertising more artists and other means that ARE LEGAL AND FAIR DAMN IT.

Don't hold a music award and have the nominees pay you so they'd win. DAMN LEE SOO MAN AND HIS FUCKING DIRTY TACTICS.

I feel sorry for DBSK,. SUJU and all those other artists who won in the MKMF just because they ~~WORKED HARD~~ PAID MKMF. I know maybe DBSk, SUJU and all the other artists didn't do it themselves but fuck, their companies did and their companies represents them.

If you're a decent artists with a heart not only set to gain money but to share your music because you love music and because you love your fans, you'd do yourself a favor and leave those fucking management companies just like what SHINHWA did.

Don't do things because of money.

And yeah, one more word for those cheaters:

DIE.

and NO WAY am I apologizing this time to those who might be offended. BE OFFENDED, darn. Love the right artist.

EDIT//

Oh and yeah, I wonder how it feels to win an award you don't deserve? Hm.. I should go and ask SUJU, they ought to know.

Decisions.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 21:36:33 GMT

My sister told me this morning that everybody in Biz is looking for me already. That I always update my lj but never even went there, not even once.

It's my fault that I can't come in there much as I did back then. Can't even step into soompi. UGH. I'm banned, darn it! Well, by the higher ups in this house and not by the admins or mods in said forums.

When we had a working computer again, I immediately jumped in to the old ways and even took up a lot of responsibilities. Now I feel guilty everyday for not being able to own up and do what I have to do because of my own mistakes. Instead of jumping right in, I should have taken it easy first and let myself recover fully. I guess I didn't know my own health's vulnerability. So a few months after being the active person that I really am, I got sick again and thus, my online time was lessened, banned for any more fangirling until I get better.

DAMN.

Lame, Lame, Lame.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:07:30 GMT

I'm lame. The day after I opened 2 9 t h, I got sick. It's so frustrating because I wasn't able to update the site and Wan's birthday is tomorrow! Damn it.

Anyway, I'll do my best and really get well really soon! Must. Rest.

And yeah, because of this, my time on the internet is now limited to 5 hours a day. Which only applies every Monday to Friday. Saturdays and Sunday, no computer. Ever.

Wa.

2 9 T H just opened!

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:20:36 GMT

Okay, so I said the other day that that I'll be doing a countdown, right?

So today, I opened the site already.

2 9 T H

There you have it, folks, a countdown until the 21st of November!

I hosted it in my other domain. :) Which is cool, right? Since I only wished for one domain and suddenly I got 2.

Plus, instead of installing Wordpress like a normal person would, I installed Zeroboard which is a new tool for me. It's coded in Korean and was translated to English. Thank goodness! Only problem is, since it's translated from Korean, most of the time, I have no clue what the interface is trying to say even though it's in English but common sense makes up for it.

I hope I'll be able to post in forums again like soompi and shinbiz and shcj, GAH. It's like, not breathing when you're restricted from them. I really want to promote this one as it's Shinhwa related but heck, i can't. DARN IT.

I guess it's my fault as the minute I can walk and function normally again, I was up and about immediately and didn't even rest for a month or so. So then I got sick all over again and now I can't even do more fangirling!!!! GAGSHJSHAJSLKAMKJMZIOQIWWOIO!!!!!

And just when Shinhwa's about to come back together again! DANG IT!

Define Perfection: ___________

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 01:37:14 GMT

Define Perfection: ___________

... KIM DONGWAN.

JUST BLOGGED!!!!

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 15:20:01 GMT

WAN BLOGGED 4 TIMES TODAY! THAT MONSTER.

EDIT:

I used two of the photos he posted and played with the colors. And then I made myself a little (REALLY BIG) simple poster each. Then turned them into 1024x768 wallpapers. Using the second one now and he looks so effing gorgeous!

I swear it ought to be a crime to be this perfect.

Should I post them WP? Hm...

Oh and yeah! Starting on FRIDAY, November 9, I will open up a subdomain on one of my domains hosted at DREAMHOST. And what will it be for?

A countdown to Wan's 29th Birthday.

Everyday I'll post up something, icons, wallpapers, posters, whatever; to honor Wan's birthday! But why November 9? Cause...Starting on November 9, it will be exactly 13 days until NOVEMBER 21, which is his birthday. And we all know I love 13!!!

Wait, is it November 9 or 8? HM....

That's what I'm talking about

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 03:21:03 GMT

That's what I'm talking about.

It's sad to think though, that there may be some Shinhwa fans who cheated too to gain the top spot again. OH WELL.

But heck! 00.27% (it's 00.33% now) is not enough to sit back and enjoy life.

WHAT THE HELL?

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 00:58:21 GMT

WARNING: Sorry to those who might be offended by this post. If you are offended, please comment and tell me so. So i can make peace by saying that DBSK are great artists, especially Junsu.

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?

Creating multiple accounts again are we?

Sorry for jumping to FACTS , er- i mean, conclusions.

Hehe, if they are cheating, surely Shinhwa fans are cheating too? Apparently, their fans are just better cheaters.

AISH, why are we not that evil???? We should be ruthless and do something! Maybe i'll advertise this in HYIP sites to gain more votes. HM.

MKFM Overseas Viewer Award, Big Bang and the BIG MAN

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 08:13:19 GMT

*warning : randomness ahead

2007 MKMF SPECIAL EVENT
OVERSEAS VIEWER AWARD

And the leading artist is...

And let's keep it at that until November 15, shall we?

But if somehow, the big MAN suddenly waves his magic wand and manages to delete more than half of our votes again this year like what he did last year, then... well.. we can do nothing then.

He's the big MAN after all, and MNET is like... dust to him. I bet you he can make MNET change their name to ***NET if he wants to. Thankfully, he still is sane enough to not do that.

I swear I'm in love with Big Bang's Lies. Let's admit it, Big Bang's style is really "fresh" to Koreans plus it appeals to a lot of non-Korean fans because their music is the mainstream in Western Music, kinda.

BUT WHY THE HECK ARE THEY NOT ON NUMBER 2?????

If they can beat the current artist out of number one then I'm okay with that but UGH, how come they're trailing so far behind????

*EARTH TO KRIZZA*

This is a popularity award, remember?
DUH.

So people, if you want to vote in this, just follow the link I'll give at the end of this post. You get 3 votes per day, I believe. But you can't vote for the same song twice everyday. So I suggest you pick SHINHWA then vote for BIG BANG and then SE7EN.

I think Big Bang will win Best Male Group, Best Group this year. I mean, come on!

As for SHINHWA, they really aren't technically "together" as SHINHWA this year so I won't kill anyone if they don't get much of the awards I want them to have.

But Wan, Minu and Sungie as solo artists is a different story.

VOTE HERE.

WAN JUST BLOGGED!!! WHAT THE HECK DID HE SAY?

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 20:13:46 GMT

Well, my perfect man is a much dedicated blogger than I am so I always check his website once every hour and dang! Just as I was about to go to bed for a 2 hour sleep, I check his blog and viola!

A NEW ENTRY!!!!!

WHAT THE HECK DID HE SAY??????

Well, I can't understand a lot of Korean, just yet. So I have no idea. But maybe I'll ask my sister to snoop around tomorrow. No, wait. I'll FORCE HER to find out tomorrow. I can't go snooping now as no one has translated it yet to English cause apparently, not many has seen the post yet as there were just about 267 views when I checked it, and normally, his post views are 5,600-6,000 or sometimes, even more, like 13,960 page views!

GAH, his post was made today, as in 28th of OCTOBER!!! it means he's still awake! GAWD, Wan, it's already 5 am in Korea, what the heck are you doing up so late? Unless, of course, he posted it after he woke up and not before he went to sleep. But whatever.

Okay, I'll shut up now.

Anyways, remember last post and those other posts when I kept mentioning how I want to buy a new domain, well, my dad just bought me one yesterday for a whole year with free hosting to boot! It's really EMPTY right now.

http://www.weak-man.net

I'll fill it up Monday or, I don't know... when I get better.

>.<

Damn asthma and migrane!

PS:
Wan looks so effing yummy in a really subtle way in the picture he posted with his entry.
CAMWHORE.
haha.

Jane, you're not the only one who wants an iPod Nano.

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 05:47:31 GMT

Who else?

ME ME ME!

Well, what I really want is an 80GB iPod Video and an iMac or a Macbook Pro but heck, you gotta start small, right?

So let's start with dreaming and wanting to have an iPod Nano.

*dreams*

Wait, why just dream when you can really have a chance in having one by winning it from blog contests strewn all over the web. I mean, aside from iPod Touch and iPhones being the choice prize for contests nowadays, iPod Nano has already joined in with the gang.

So I searched for contests that gives away iPod Nanos and I found lots! Two caught my attention but let's talk of them one at a time. The other will be another post.

First up we have It’s Write Now 's contest. Subscribing To It's Write Now's feed will get you 1 entry, and blogging or posting about it in your blogs with a link to the site and the contest page will get you 2 entries (which is what I'm doing right now). Then you comment on the post about the contest with your post's link. The contest will end 31st of October and the winner will be announced 5th of November.

Come on, is that hard? NO! But because it's so easy to enter, many have already done both and had 3 entries already. Meaning less chances of winning. But heck! It won't kill me if I try, right?

But why did I enter? I can always just buy an iPod if I want to, right?

Well, first up, I'm not getting any allowance right now and for the next 7 months too because I'm on vacation from school.

Second, I really need the Special Editions of Wan's, Minu's and Sungie's albums!!!!

Plus that new computer we're thinking of buying to replace this one since this doesn't meet "my" standards. Heck, Adobe and Corel programs are running all at once. 256 MB of RAM won't do. Plus I just really want an HP Pavillion PC. HAHA! I mean, if I can't get an iMac, I'll settle for an HP until I turn 20 (which is in 2 years).

And.. and.. I'm thinking of buying a domain! Again. My last domain was really... erm. I didn't do anything to take care of it so it expired and I didn't renew it.

I really should write-up a WISHLIST and post it here.

First up on my list will be, 1) Marry Kim Dong Wan

PUAHHAHAHAH!!~~~~

There are less jobless Filipinos because of our economy's current state.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:13:24 GMT

"There are less jobless Filipinos because of our economy's current state."

Very true. Why?

They're all dead from starvation, thanks to our economy's current state.

Sheesh, GMA, dream on. The economy is NOT improving for everyone. For you, maybe, together with your little chess pieces inside that "Palace" of yours. But for the little Filipino people?

They're dying already, if not, dead.

I just remembered seeing this one clip in the news some time last month.

The president was proudly telling reporters in a presscon of how our economy is improving, how the peso-dollar rate is doing very well and that the Filipinos should rejoice and be happy. Then one reporter asked her about the issue of how the masses can't feel the improvement. She then asked her, "What, are you saying that these economists (or something like that) are liars?"

My goodness.

Gloria Macapagal Arroyo had the nerve to ask that?

If I were the reporter, I'd answer her with a :

"Yes, they are most definitely liars, just like you."

GAWD.

I wonder how many extra layers of skin she had attached to her body to not feel our pleas and cries.

PS: Sorry, am in a ranting mood.

I want a car!

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:32:11 GMT

It's a Rolls-Royce Phantom worth $320,000. It's not the prettiest car but it sure is sleek. I remember seeing an episode of My Super Sweet 16 and the guy who was celebrating his 16th birthday rode in this to go to his party. The moment I saw him in it, I fell in love with the car. He looked like the president or someone equally important and influencial.

But with a car as expensive as that, I'm bound to need some protection, right? But there are thousand of insurance companies out there! So I came upon this one insurance service called Advantage Auto Quotes.

It's an online quoting service where one could have their cars, or whatever type and make you have in your garage, protected by simply completing a simple form and submitting it to them. Once you complete Advantage Auto Quotes's simple form, you'll then get multiple quotes from well known companies on all kinds of policies. Then they'll guide you to choose from those companies. Which one is best for you? They'll help you decide.

The great part is it doesn't matter what type or make your vehicle is, or if you have an excellent driving record or if you've been blacklisted already. It doesn't even matter if you're a teen (like me!) or if you're as old as my grandma (who is 71, by the way). They can help you find the perfect reliable insurer for your baby.

So now, all I need is $320,000 to buy that Phantom, then pay taxes for it, then contact Advantage Auto Quotes.

Someone want to donate?

PS: Forgot to say how I'm not gonna be driving it, if ever. I'd get myself a driver, duh.

LOA, CDs, DVDs, Money and my 18th Birthday

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:38:11 GMT

EDIT::::EDIT::::
18th Birthday...
and oh yeah, I'm turning 18 tomorrow
.
EDIT::::
MONEY...
Since I have a lot of time on my hands now that I am always at home, and also since I am practically broke already, I tried searching for those stuff that I always kept on hearing that will make you earn money online.

I've always thought of those stuff as bogus.

But I think it's just a matter of which ones you would believe. Right?

So I was searching the net for legit contests and found one instantly. It's a small one wherein this one person named Cman of Cman's Cognitive Content is giving away a dollar each to the first 20 who will post about his contest in their blogs, linking back to his post about it. Plus a link from his other site (Profitable Productive Blogging) worth $20 to the first five. Then leave a comment to the post linking back to your blog about his contest and viola! You get a dollar.

I'm trying it since I won't be losing anything anyway. :)

LOA...

I've been MIA these past few weeks from forums and blogging too. What the heck is my excuse now? Same old excuse.

I was sick again.

Well, originally, I wasn't sick. For the first 3 days that I haven't been online, I was actually organizing papers and such so I could enroll this semester and end this vacation which have become too long already. But on the 3rd day I went home with a terrible headache and what do you know?

Asthma and fever attacked again.

So my dad and mom decided with my grandma's permission to have me sit out on another semester. DANG! A year off already from college! I'm behind by a year from my block-mates now. So my course which would have only taken me 4 years to complete, will now take me 5 years. Instead of graduating by 2010, I'll be graduating by 2011. *curses*

CDs and DVDs...

The evil thing here is that.. no school = no money = no 신화 CDS and DVDS!!!

Good thing I still have about 1500php somewhere in my bag. That's still about $ 34...

But...

I still haven't bought:

Minwoo's Live Works DVD 2007 ($35)
Dongwan's 1st Solo Special Repackaged Album ($26)
Minwoo's 3rd Solo Repackaged Album ($17)
Hyesung's Love of May / The Beginning New Days Japan Version ($39)

WHAT MORE WHEN THEY GET TOGETHER BY THE END OF THE YEAR AND RELEASE THEIR 9TH ALBUM????? I'M GONNA BE SO BROKE BEFORE DECEMBER COMES!~

But yeah, that's life.

<_<

I don't know why I'm buying the Live Works one, is it because I totally loved the CD version? Probably. The CD version was totally worth every penny. Minwoo's energy while performing is just not for listening! I need to see it!~ Plus Dongwan's repackaged album version.. comes with a calendar with pictures he took himself, a planner, and his diary...! I EFFING NEED IT! and Minwoo's repackaged album... new pics!!!! GAWD. I saw some scans and I totally need to have it. The scans were gorgeous, what more if I could see it in real life? Plus it has makings of his 3rd album...!!!

Man, too bad I only have $34 right now. And since I won't be going to school for at least another 6 months, no money for me~~~ ㅜ__ㅜ.

You must be wondering where the heck did all my money from last year went because surely I couldn't have spent them all every day I went to school... well, I just bought these stuff:

Minwoo's Live Works 2CD + Photobook ($15)
Minwoo's 3rd Album M Explore ($13)
Minwoo's Girlfriend Live Concert 2006 DVD ($35)
Shinhwa Winter Story 2006-2007 2CD + DVD Edition ($25)
Dongwan's 1st Solo Album Kim Dong Wan Is ($13)
Hyesung's 2nd Solo Album The Beginning, New Days ($14)

So yeah... B. R. O. K. E.

RicSyung Love

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:12:42 GMT

I'm a total Ricsyung Lover.

Normally, couples are paired because of the love that fans see between them. How they hug eahc other, hang around each other, gives each other small kisses, does sweet things to each other...

But not Ricsyung. Ricsyung is a couple that became famous because of the "craving" for those said moments as the relationship between Eric and Hyesung is not your typical korean couple love.

The love-hate relationship that this couple portrays always gets me so hyper. It's not that they really hate each other, we all know all the Shinhwa members are more than close brothers. But Hyesung said it himself, when he's with Eric and the guys are around, they can joke around and act normal towards each other but once they are left alone, it gets awkward and both of them ends up taking their handphones out and texting other friends.

AWWWWWW.....

Eric is always after Hyesung but Hyesung is always "no-no" around Eric. Tsk Tsk. Denial King.

So anyway, I think i've already made 2 graphics dedicated to them.

This one here is based on what happened in SBS's Come to Play. Hyesung was a guest there with another singer, Chaeyon. Chaeyon texted Eric before they started filming to ask him if he knows any "things" to tell about Hyesung on the show. But Eric texted back saying, "I don't know anyhting much about him. But please tell him 'I Love You'."

Here we have a the two of them holding hands and looking deeply into each other's eyes. The pic of them holding hands was taken during a concert while they are onstage. The othe rpic of them looking at each othe ris also onstage. Eric was innocently sitting and Hyesung suddenly came over and touched Eric's chin, making Eric look up at him and smile like an idiot as Hyesung walks away again.

I'd like to post more pics of them but I'm really lazy right now. AUGH.

while waiting for a video to download...

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 20:03:59 GMT

... i'll update my lj.

lot's of things have happened ever since i last wrote here.
i got my wannie cd, my minu cd, my sungie cd, my minu poster, my wannie poster, my jinnie poster...

what else?

i met ate eliza and ate june (finally!), then rainie, neri and angel again. did i spell their names correctly? i never was good with names.

okay, 2 more minutes and 25 seconds.

hm...

what else to say?

ah yeah, i love woodong!

but i really just love wannie....

1 minute and 50 seconds...

uhm....

i wish i'm drinking somehing cold right now. even though it's 4:01 in the morning already and i am yet to get some sleep.

44 seconds...

i am bored to death.

death death

29 seconds...

fine, i admit it, i love minu too.

13 seconds..

AUASHJASJA

4 seconds!!!!!

YAYAAYAYAY!!!!!!

done!

bye bye~~~~

24 HOURS

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 14:55:05 GMT

somehow, SG WANNABE's THANK YOU from their 2nd album just makes me smile.
thinking of wan while wriitng this.
wan is always the best cure to an aching heart.

24 hours

the sun is rising
and i'm thinking of you
of your pains
of your tears
and i hope to ease them all away in the future
hope to make you smile

the sun is blazing
and i'm thinking of you
of the ones you loved
and broke your heart
and i wish for you to be alright
for me to be right next to you and hold you tight

the sun is setting
and i'm thinking of you
of your smile
of your laughter
and how it brings me joy
brings me unexplainable happiness

the moon is shining
and i'm thinking of you
how you make me feel this
feel that
and i wonder if you know how much i love you
wonder if you know i exist to feel these things for you

my whole 24 hours is devoted to thinking of you
to loving you

29 YEARS OF SEXINESS

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 04:02:54 GMT

LAST JULY 28, lee minwoo turned 29. that's about 5 days ago.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

i know the greeting's TOTALLY late but who cares? right? no one. not even him. so there's no point for me to get worked up about being late because *insert incoherent ramblings here which are not really important so why listen to her?*

so yeah, i made 29 icons which are totally pathetic if you ask me. you see, i've been writing one-shots again and i think writing is sucking out any little talent i have of PS coursing through my veins. stupidmestupidmegahgahagahdiekrizzadie!!!!diediedie!!!

okay, i'm not only PS talent-less now, but i officially declare myself retarded. gawsh. ㅜㅜ~~

preview	preview

1	2	3	4	5

6	7	8	9	10

11	12	13	14	15

16	17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24	25

26	27	28	29

well, that's enough ramblings for today. oh! i need to email jane!

TRUTH

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:42:12 GMT

inspired by
; TRUTH by Kim Dong Wan
; track #11 on his 1st album as a solo artist
; Kim Dong Wan is

WAIT

can you hear the low rumbling of the airplane above us?
we'll ride that plane one day
i'll take you so far away
and kiss you for hours under the stars
we'll play by the sea in the morning
and i'll take you shopping in the afternoon
then we'll eat icecream on cones while walking hand in hand
we'll spend the rest of our lives together like that
and when i wake up in the next life, i'll look for you to do those things again

the train is leaving
and the people are shoving me inside
it's really getting hard to stand my ground
but i turn around to wave one last time to you
and as i see your smiling face i wanted to cry
i'll write to you on my new destination
everyday i'll think about you
and fantasize about all those things we'd do once we board that plane

the truth of how i'll miss you is killing me
but i'm happy just thinking of how you'll miss me back
and i can't help but think back to our postponed trip
we'll ride that plane together one day when i come back
i promise you i'll take you far away
and we'll eat icecream, play in the sea and walk hand in hand
and we'll wake up in the next life and find each other
and do those things again together

wait for me

MY LOVE

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:21:06 GMT

written while listening to:
MY LOVE by Kim Dong Wan featuring Eric (track #7, Kim Dong Wan Is, composed, arranged, written by Lee Min Woo)
background:
i was listening to the song, and suddenly, the words just came pouring out from my head and into my finger tips

FOREVER LOVE

the heavy rain is falling
it's cascading down my back
and your feet are running
it's getting farther
farther
farther
oh god i can't breathe

where are you now?
can you still hear me?
the sound of my voice is like a whisper to you now
and it's making my heart ache because everyhting else is considered nothing now
whatever happened to the love we shared?
was it ever there?

love, love love love

the rain is still a downpour
a heavy shower of hatred
anger
regrets
and tears
i'm sorry
i knew i hurt you
but whatever happened to "forever love"?

i'll send you a postcard one day
to tell you that i'm already doing okay
that i still listen to our song every morning
and that your sweater is still in my closet
and i'll write about how even though the love between us has gone away
i'll still keep its remnants forever

and that's forever love, my love

and so i'm in love with whom again?

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 07:44:51 GMT

sometimes i wonder who i'm in love with... lee minwoo or kim dongwan?
both are equally handsome, talented and good-natured in their own rights but who really is the one i like the most?
i know it's not a pressing situation nor is it a life-changing concern but it is important to me. maybe not now, but in the future when i meet someone who i will probably like, it will be.

they say that pinning after an idol is a pathetic excuse for not having your own partner in life but i think it's understandable. these idols that we admire and love from afar are actually the type of people who we will want to be with eventually in the future. well, minus the part where half the female population of their country is pinning after them too. but anyway, knowing this early in life, or just plain knowing, what you like in someone will help you in looking for or determining who your mate is going to be. but of course, this is if we actually "love" the said artist here as a person and not only because she or he is famous and rich or even good looking for that matter. no, this is IF we actually like them as in THEM.

so yeah, anyway...

Lee Minwoo. such a charmer. he likes things fast, exciting and full of twist and turns. he loves to be in control and loves being the center of everybody's attention AND affection. he may not be doing it on purpose, nor is he trying hard to do so, but it just happens naturally. like let him sit in a room and instantly, the whole room turns their eyes on him. he loves pleasing others too, and when he finds something that pleases him, he gives his all in it. he invests everything he has in it. he is also the type of person who will pay close attention to you, who will take care of you no matter who you are. he'll make it a point that you enjoy his company and that surely will. he's a great entertainer who has immense self control. if it's not good in his vocabulary, he stays away from it. such a good person... but there are some points about him that i prefer not to exist in the man that i'll fall in love with. what are these? i don't know, really. it's just that, the way that he can charm everybody is scary sometimes. maybe he's too charming? haha.

but then there's...

Kim Dongwan. i don't know but he's been my favorite ever since, oh, i don't know... time eternal? just the sight of him sets my heart fluttering all over my stomach, where it's not supposed to be in the first place, right? and right now, i can't think of any reason why i like him in the first place. i can't even begin describing what he's like. ah, kim dongwan... he sets my heart racing like it's on a race and my mind blank like a slate.

there. i answered my own question through this post.

i love kim dongwan.

thanks livejournal. you're a pal.

school no more?

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 16:53:08 GMT

my father finally decided to buy another computer than sending our old one to the repair shop AGAIN. wow. finally, dad!!!

anyways...

new computer, new oppurtunities? maybe. but right now, i have more pressing issues to decide on. like... will i enroll this semester? i get sick easily this year and am not feeling well at the slightest prick. is it better for me to just take a leave of absence this semester and go back fully charged next sem? or will i risk it and stil enroll? man. i doubt i'd get past 3 weeks without hitting another ditch and falling ill. i don't want a repeat of last sem. i enroled really healthy! then halfway i got sick and there, i was absent for countless days. tsk tsk. not good.

aish. whatever. i need to decide fast or i'm dead.
so tomorrow... do i go to school and ask how am i gonna take a LOA or do i go to the hospital to have my medical examination for enrollment next week?

what do i do??????

plus i haven't contacted any friends yet. man... at this rate, i'm gonna be friendless by next year. bummer.

36 daniel vosovic icons

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 16:16:49 GMT

so as promised last time (even though no one replied and no one pronbably even read it), i am posting some icons that i recently made.
these are of daniel vosovic, yes that daniel vosovic, whom i am a HUGE fan of.

for those who are oh so totally clueless...

daniel vosovic is a contestant in bravos highest rated reality tv show called project runway. another reality show? heck yeah. and this time, it is not of who gets to go home the skinniest or the most beautiful or the best businessman... NO. it's all about fashion designing. and daniel is ONE talented guy that he won most of the challenges and also, got into the final 3. too bad he didn't win. <_< i was rooting for him. also, i thought his collection was FAR better than chloe's (sorry to chloe fans).
also, everytime he's on, i just can't help but squeel. haha. is it weird to like someone you know to be gay? lols. he said he's 80/20 so there's a 20% normality for me. although he does have a boyfriend right now. lucky guy. T__T
so yeah, not only is he witty, talented, goodlooking but he is also kind hearted and very goal oriented.
almost mr perfect.

ah, now he's busy with designing uniforms for a new chain of chic hotels called nylo, among other things.

as michael kors have said : "i'm a total dan fan."
ME TOO!!!

enjoy the icons.

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there!!!!

credits to daniel's blog and his website for the pictures.
credits for the brushes and textures used to the people in my userinfo page.
and thanks to my wonderful love lovewls for telling me how to the icon box thingy.

ciao!

procrastinating...

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 13:31:58 GMT

...is fun.

seriously, it is. but the post-procrastinating period isn't. so let's just not talk about.

i'm supposed to be doing lots of things. like paraphrasing and summarizing my sources for my research paper for comm2. but what am i doing instead? let's see, shall we?

1. posting in my lj
2. talking to my dearest mal on msn
3. backtracking through the shinhwa thread in soompi, looking for a certain post gone amiss
4. watching nell music videos
5. doing some icons and other ps-stuff

so apart from breathing, eating and living SHINHWA, i've been exploring the korean rockband scene and am currently in love with two right now. namely NELL and MY AUNT MARY. so do i have to share some info to you guys? fine.

MY AUNT MARY
with | their new single from their 4th album. the bassist is just pure love.

NELL
goyangi | a really good song, if you ask me. ^^
thank you | totally in love with the song. and the MV is just so beautiful too.
lost my heart | one of their newest mv from their fifth album. i love this song...
good night | my fave MV of nell... totally in love with the song and the MV's concept. it basically is nell's f*ck off to those korean artists who are so popular but are NOT EVEN talented but korea loves them while talented bands like them are not that recognized. thumbs up to nell for this!
stay | this is my fave song of nell... as in i love it totally. i love the lyrics too. so i'm posting it here...

"03. Stay
translation by: Goro-chan (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Stay until my tears dry up
Stay until you understand me
Stay or maybe you can just wait a bit

Stay as the main person in my memory
Stay until I can see you
Stay inside my memories

*CHORUS*
Please keep a bit(a bit) of warmth(warmth) like this (like this)
I already feel cold now that I'm alone
Even you (even you) left (left) me (me)
And nothing is beautiful anymore
I already feel dirty now that I blame you

Hey It has already been a while
But I still think about you and your home

* Repeat

Stay inside my dear
Don't you come out my dear

* Repeat

Stay my dear
Stay my dear"

okies, so i just made 24 icons plus 34 (last year) and i'll post them for you guys.
maybe i'll go and start on the research paper... T_T
toodles...

EDIT:::
i forgot to tell you guys about my new layout!~
ain't it pretty? well, this is all thanks to iconographer *points to sidebar for the link* where she had a very similar layout like this and made it free for download. also, she gave permission to tweak with the settings and i came up with this.
the header is very simple, no? i love simple stuff, plus, the stock was just so lovely i just can't resist.

bored is my middle name

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 13:38:41 GMT

omo!

krizza updated her eljay??? gawsh!

i know... i know... i'm not sick or anything. i didn't ate anything bad. i'm just bored. plain bored.

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bored? yeah, i am bored. i'm waiting for my shinhwa songs to complete their download. sendspace... please be faster on your download rate. it's got about 3 old shinhwa songs and 5 shin hyesung songs plus 10 songs of lee minwoo. and the main reason i want to download it???

the phone call of dongwan to andy!!!!

yep! when dongwan (my love ^^) was doing some stints in the radio business, djing here and there, he called the other shinhwa members. and in this one, he called andy!!! *faints*

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well, i also downloaded the complete brain survivor episode where shinhwa guested. hehe. am an addict, i know. it doesn't have any english subs. but i got some translation, parts only, from youtube. ^^ but apart from those... i just stare at shinhwa and admire their handsomeness. wee!!~~ ^^

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i also downloaded parts of the XMAN germany special. the "of course" parts, the ramnce love mission parts and the water game parts. i love the "of course" game in this episode!!! hehe... junjin's cold-hearted attacks are phenomenal! and dongwan's imitation of eric is just too cute!!! and andy proposed here too!!! omo!!! then the romance love mission... eric kised andy!!! on his forehead. hehe. you just got to watch it!!!

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school life's doing fine... hehe... ^^

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life at home...? sucks as always.

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my stories are doing fine too. The Rebellion Collection now has three new stories. i like the last two ones. hehe... do you gusy want to read it? as if anyone's reading this ^^ Y? still is on its 3rd chapter. i've finished the whole plot. wrote down details and all... just too lazy to write right now. meh. 0.o Death Did Not Do Us Apart is now on its 1st chapter, prologue not counted. ^^

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hmm...

omo!

i just realized something!

minwoo likes yoon eunhye! yes... i know. yoon eunhye is eric's but comeon! minwoo obviously likes her. he always tries to be partner with her in the couple game in XMAN. when YEH does something good, minwoo would pat her on the back and on both shoulders. when the eric+YEH love episode was going on, minwo was on the side... looking all jealous. then in the XMAN germany special, minwoo was wearing arm warmers. hehe. it was his first XMAN show after YEH's drama goong, right? and in goong, YEH's trademark is wearing arm warmers. ^^

i know. my mind works in wonders. ^^

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hmm...

well...

^^

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oh look, a bird's flying by. ^^

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oh yeah! i was watching Loveletter Season 3 and wow! andy was so cute there! in the lovetrain, where they pick the girl they like and tries to woe her in 30 seconds, andy did this...

andy: annyeong
*offers his hand to shake*
*they shake hands*
*andy sniffs the air*
andy: do you smell smoething burning?
girl: (looking confused by andy's question) no.
andy: (pauses) *clutches his heart* right now my heart's burning.
*everybody was laughing so hard because that was eric'sfamous line from his drama firebird*
MC: jo insung jo in sung!
*andy got on his knees and did his famous imitation of jo in sung from memories of bali^^*

the girl said yes to andy. who wouldn't?

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wee!!~~~